Even though I know you how much how much you hate it, I can’t do anything but this. In front of your door, just idly waiting. Even though I’m so miserable, it’s better than losing you. I can’t lose you, so I stay near you, in front of your door waiting. You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all. No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use. Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me. Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met. Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry.
Looking at my phone ten times a day, even jumping at the slight sound. To find out if you had sent me a text message. At first, at first, I thought like normal fights you would come back. Because you’re such a nice you. Wouldn’t be so cruel to leave me. You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all. No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use. Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me. Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met. Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry.
intanazreniosman : 2am
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